Back to it

So after not posting for long its time i got back to it.
Things have been up and down recently as i haven't been well and i've had to take a couple of courses of steroids which has caused me to gain a few pounds but it's coming off again so that's all that matters.
I have a goal of getting my 6st award before christmas which i should be able to do as long as i stay on plan.
As i haven't been well and i'm still not great as the gp has signed me off and put me back on the happy pills i haven't really been to the gym and i don't feel guilty about it but i know i should. I will get back to it as i do miss it and it helps to sort out my head which is always good.

Anyway wedding plans are going slowly but i do have my dress sorted. It has to be made as i can't get what i want from a bridal store. The girl that's going to make it is lovely and her mum is making my tiara and i so can't wait to see them both but it will be months before i do.
Looked at flowers as well and have had some great ideas and i can see where its all going and its going to look great.

The one big thing is that we are having to move but at the moment we can't find anywhere but i'm keeping my fingers crossed that it will happen soon as there are things i want to start doing but can't do it yet as we don't know where we'll be. It doesn't help with the stress levels and is why i'm back on the medication and this time of year doesn't help as i hate it and have done for years.

Well i'm not going to moan as i have a man that i love and he loves me and this time next year we'll be two weeks away from saying I DO.
Not everything in life is perfect and will go the way you want it but it is nice if it can now and then.

So i think that's enough for now but i'll be back later with a couple of recipes that i've done lately

Take care and happy slimming

Bad Week

This week was not good as when i weighed in on tuesday i had gained 11/2lbs and i was so gutted. To be honest i didn't have a good week food wise as i eat some stupid things. The fact that i've not been feeling very well and i'm still not well. I've had a headache all day today and even thou i've taken pain killers its still there.

I need to do more exercise and i'm hoping i can over the weekend and it all depends on how i feel. Fingers crossed that it will be good.

It's late and i think i should go and curl up in bed with my book.

Take care and happy slimming

Late Weigh In

This week i weighed in on thursday as i've not been feeling good for the last couple of weeks and its been two weeks since i last weighed in. As i've not been feeling good i've been eating things i shouldn't so i stepped on the scales i had geared myself up to have a slight gain but i had a shock as i lost. Yes i lost 5 1/2lbs which i think is great with the way i've been. This loss gave me my 1 1/2 st award and also slimmer of the week. It gave me a great boost after the couple of weeks that i've had.

On wednesday i had to have a blood test and as i'm skint at the moment i walked there and i ended up walking a total of 6 miles which is really good for me and even thou my legs did hurt afterwards i felt that it was worth it. I'm planning on doing it a couple of times a week if i can as it will help with the weight loss.

As i've already said my health isn't too good at the moment and i'm seeing the GP on tuesday for the results of my blood test as i got a phone call yesterday that the doctor wants to discuss my results. After i got off the phone i called my bff and asked her if she could come with me and she said that she would so that makes me feel better.

I'm still stressed about all sorts of things which i have lost control over and at the moment my weight is the only thing i can control so thats what i'm doing. According to the doctors i was 20st 11lbs in may so i've lost nearly 3st in about 4 months. I'm really pleased with the loss and i can't wait till i have to get new clothes as what i have is way too big for me. The good thing is that i have clothes in my wardrobe that have been too small for me and it will be so good to get in to them.

Anyway i'm not going to bitch and moan about things today as i think that i'll leave that until later.

On facebook at the start of the month someone posted that it was 17weeks until christmas and how about a challenge to lose 17lbs before then. I thought why not join in and so far i've lost 6 1/2lbs in 3 weeks and there's still 14 weeks to go. As far as i can see there shouldn't be any problem in doing this and next year hopefully (no i will be) i'll be a new me.

This afternoon i think i'm off for a walk and i'll see if i can get anyone to join me.

Take care and happy slimming